I used to believe that once up a time my dad would be a dad and that everything would be ok once we talked and met laughed a little but i was wrong...anymore i wish we never had met. I know he has my eyes and parts of my face now but he is too cold hearted to be my father. I'm just glad i got it over with and i am in like major pain right now and my hands are ice cold...I'm not fond of the feeling. I wish my body would go numb to the point where it didn't feel cold or heat or pain as i wait for Josh to come take me home. Ive been in his car for almost 2 hours huddled under his hoodie for warmth but it hasn't done much but it has helped a little. Now the cold has hit my upper body floodingly fast to the point my chest hurts. I am not sure who to trust anymore but i know now that i have to watch every where i turn as i have learned trust no one and suspect everyone. It's seemed to turn into a
normal code of conduct as i know even my own family has turned to betray me and i loathe them for that
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